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If He Had Been with Me: The Tiktok Sensation : Nowlin, Laura: desertcart.co.uk: Books Review: this book was incredible - The miscommunication in this book was something else. I hated it and I loved it! The real eye opening part was how we all have our own version of events and we never really see the same things. I loved everything about this book except Jamie. Hated his guts and I’m so so glad he never ended up with autumn. Hated Sasha to how could she do that her best friend. I loved autumn and finny and my poor heart was broken by the end of this book. I wanted her to be with him and when it was happening I was cheering from the rooftops. The last page of this book tho had me screaming. How could it end just like that! I immediately brought both books in paper back and I can’t wait to read book 2. This book was everything I never knew I needed to read. I hope future readers feel the same too Review: READ ME: IMPORTANT - Amazing book!, if you don't read chapter one as it provides the ending of the story. I was incredibly disappointed to know the ending of the story, before it had even begun. So reccomend starting from chaper two.





| Best Sellers Rank | 1,711 in Books ( See Top 100 in Books ) 1 in Fiction About New Experiences for Young Adults 2 in Contemporary Romance for Young Adults 2 in Fiction About Friendship for Young Adults |
| Customer reviews | 4.2 4.2 out of 5 stars (61,645) |
| Dimensions | 14 x 2.5 x 21 cm |
| Edition | Reissue |
| Grade level | 8 - 12 |
| ISBN-10 | 1728205484 |
| ISBN-13 | 978-1728205489 |
| Item weight | 399 g |
| Language | English |
| Print length | 400 pages |
| Publication date | 1 Dec. 2019 |
| Publisher | Sourcebooks Fire |
| Reading age | 14 - 18 years |
E**E
this book was incredible
The miscommunication in this book was something else. I hated it and I loved it! The real eye opening part was how we all have our own version of events and we never really see the same things. I loved everything about this book except Jamie. Hated his guts and I’m so so glad he never ended up with autumn. Hated Sasha to how could she do that her best friend. I loved autumn and finny and my poor heart was broken by the end of this book. I wanted her to be with him and when it was happening I was cheering from the rooftops. The last page of this book tho had me screaming. How could it end just like that! I immediately brought both books in paper back and I can’t wait to read book 2. This book was everything I never knew I needed to read. I hope future readers feel the same too
I**S
READ ME: IMPORTANT
Amazing book!, if you don't read chapter one as it provides the ending of the story. I was incredibly disappointed to know the ending of the story, before it had even begun. So reccomend starting from chaper two.
K**R
Heartwarming
I loved the chemistry Finny and Autumn shared. Gets sad towards the end. Couldn't put it down! Overall, an absolutely amazing book!
M**N
Dull…
I so wanted to love this book! There were such good reviews on tik tok about it, but it really fell flat for me. 95% of this book is fairly dull and drawn out and then it hits you all at once about 15 pages from the end, and leaves you on a cliffhanger where you have to determine what happens - something I don’t enjoy with books. I liked the main characters but I found autumn to be very depressing and I thought it was a bit overkill in the end. I also found the final declaration of love a bit unrealistic and rushed. You know from the first page of this book what will happen at the end - which I think spoils it a bit, as you are always aware of the inevitable. Also the author claimed to never be writing a sequel as she felt there was nothing more to say - now she has back tracked and it appears there is more to say after all, with a sequel arriving this year….. This is all just my opinion obviously as a lot of people love this book - it just wasn’t for me.
S**E
nice gift!
good gift, came within delivery dates, not damaged
T**_
4 ⭐️
𝐈𝐟 𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞 - 𝐋𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐚 𝐍𝐨𝐰𝐥𝐢𝐧 𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 - 4 ⭐️ “𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐞𝐭; 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐢𝐬, 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐞.” My teenage self would have probably given this 5 stars. This has to be my first YA book that I’ve really enjoyed. I felt like the story was a little predictable, but still hit me like a train-wreck when it all unfolded. It took one page for my heart to shatter for the characters. 𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐦𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐧 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞. 𝐍𝐨𝐰, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. This book was a nice easy read and after I finished I went straight on Amazon to order the sequel (out 3rd October) For me this book was a really good read and i didn’t want to put it down, however it lost stars for me personally as it was a little immature during scenes (the tiara being one thing) and despite the emotional ending I found it a little bit rushed but I also think this was intended just to twist the danger in the heart that little bit more!
A**A
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Great
H**Y
Sobbing with happiness at the beauty
This is one of those books where there is a you before you’ve read it, and there is a you after you’ve read it. I knew what was going to happen, I picked up every breadcrumb and I saw it a mile away. But even with knowing, the story still gripped me entirely. I think it was worse knowing because every moment of the true purest love that finney gave autumn made my heart stop over and over. I was sobbing at every happy stolen moment that they got to share. But if ever there was a story to prove that there is beauty in sadness, this is it.
G**A
O livro é lindo e perfeito! Chegou antes do prazo. Ele é revestido em tecido, as impressões de arte são espetaculares, a pintura trilateral com a frase é de uma beleza sem igual. Eu amo tanto a história desse livro.
A**I
Loved it. Do not recommend. One of the first books I ever cried for.
C**É
REVIEW IN ENGLISH AND FRENCH 🇬🇧 English review : This book completely destroyed me! The ending takes your heart with such surprise, for 400 pages you become attached to Autumn and Finny as if you've known them forever. We see their relationship evolve over the years, the highs and the lows. An unspoken love story that will break you to the very last word. Tip: read with a sad playlist for more emotion! Definitely one of my favourite books!This book completely destroyed me! The ending takes your heart with such surprise, for 400 pages you become attached to Autumn and Finny as if you've known them forever. We see their relationship evolve over the years, the highs and the lows. An unspoken love story that will break you to the very last word. Tip: read with a sad playlist for more emotion! Definitely one of my favourite books! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ STARS 🇫🇷 French review : Ce livre m'a complètement détruite ! La fin vous prends le coeur avec tellement de surprise, pendant 400 pages on s'attache à Autumn et à Finny comme si on les connaissaient depuis toujours. On voit leur relation évoluer au fil des années, les hauts comme les bas. Une histoire d'amour non dite jusqu'au dernières pages qui vous briseront jusqu'au dernier mot. Conseil : à lire avec une playlist triste pour plus d'émotions ! Définitivement un de mes livres préférés ! ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ ÉTOILES
N**Y
This was an easy read for me, it felt like I read it faster than other books. It is beautiful writing, I don't know what it was but I couldn't really connect to the characters, that took me a longer time than I would have hoped. But I'm very excited for the second book. I also thought that the fact that Autumn's mom struggles with her mental health very important to read.
B**N
Finn and Autumn were the best of friends until middle school. That's when they seemed to grow apart. Finn was with the popular crowd and Autumn was with the not-so-popular crowd. Their moms were still friends and they were still neighbors, so they saw each other most days. Autumn has Jaime now and they have been going out for practically forever. So what if she feels a pang in her chest when she looks at Finn. She's happy with her new friends and her new life...right? Love this book. This will most likely be my favorite for the year. Laura Nowling just gets it. Everything is just completely brilliant in this novel. The characters are totally great and the story is heartbreaking and just so honest. "I want to savour this wonder, this happening of loving a book and reading it for the first time, because the first time is always the best, and I will never read this book for the first time ever again." She also totally gets being a reader. It always draws me into the book when the character is a big reader too. Finn and Autumn were the best characters. I always wanted a friend like Finn. I wanted that kind of easy friendship where the line between two people is blurred. It was devastating to me to see them not together. I could feel the pull in Autumn's chest each time she saw Finn. Even though she was happy with her other friends and Jaime, she wasn't as happy as she could be. Her heart still wanted more. It crazy how such a small little thing could drive people apart without them even realizing why. A simple miscommunication and two lives are left incomplete. It's awful, but I'm sure it happens all the time. Jaime was an okay character. I think I loved Finn too much to really give Jaime a chance. It seemed a little bit mean at times, but nothing too bad. He just wasn't a good fit for Autumn's eccentricity. Their little group seemed to function like any group of friends and they all seemed to work okay together. The only bit that I wasn't crazy about is when we read Autumn's story that she wrote. She was supposedly this really wonderful author, but the story was fairly juvenile. It wasn't bad it was just kind of basic and plain. This book is everything I want my realistic fiction to be. Just beautiful and honest. I knew how it was going to end early one, you kind of know from the first few pages. Regardless, you are still wishing and hoping that the outcome isn't what it seems to be. It was awful in a good way--in a I don't ever want this book to end kind of way. It made me laugh, it made me bawl my eyes out, it made my chest hurt and it made me close the book and immediately want to pick it up and start from the very beginning. It made me feel everything as if it was my own story. First Line: "I wasn't with Finny on that August night, but my imagination has burned the scene in my mind so that it feels like a memory." Favorite Lines: "No one is perfect." "'I think we're supposed to experience as much beauty as we can.'" "The icy wind burns through my gloves and my fingers ache until they fall numb and silent." "I can feel them in my mouth like three smooth pebbles."
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