Saving Sebastian: A Catharsis Novel (Custos Securities Series) Paperback – July 6, 2017

“You don’t have to prove yourself worthy of me. You are worthy of me, just as I’m worthy of you."For me this was not simply about the acts of a BDSM relationship but was the complete development of a true D/s relationship and one that was done so with such depth, attention and patience. The character development, including their doubts, hesitancy and questions revolving around their worth to their partner was beautifully captured.While I have read several BDSM books, I have not always been comfortable reading about these types of relationships. Perhaps it has been more about the acts before, or what I feel can be overly aggressive Dominates and quite weak submissives. And that is awful to say and certainly is not meant in any way as demeaning but it was just not always something I understood. There have been a few books however that explain better the power that the submissive holds…that they ultimately hold all the power with one simple word. And out of all the books I have read involving BDSM, it is this one that I feel has captured the true nature of these relationships best.This is not a quick read. This is not a read in which involves only the acts, as the majority of the book is not about scenes but about the interactions, the trust building, and the dynamics and ultimate ability to know your partner, their needs and their desires.I also honestly never before got the level of worshipping that a Dom can have toward their sub. But this aspect made all the difference for me. Gideon, while Dominate, is so enthralled by His Boy, so utterly devoted to him, that it was seeing his sheer love expressed in a look, in a gesture or in his thoughts and actions that made me all the more captivated by him. And it was these moments which made their dynamic stronger for me as partners.“You keep getting on your knees for me.” He sighed and glanced back down at the box. “It feels wrong.”“Why? Because you’re convinced that as my sub you should always be below me?”Sebastian shrugged. “Yeah. I mean, I’m serving you, not the other way around.”“You don’t think I do the same for you?”Sebastian tilted his head in confusion and shook his head. “You should never serve me.”Gideon chuckled at that and said, “Of course I should. We’re serving each other. We just do it in different ways. You’re offering your service to me as my submissive. But I’m also offering my service to you as your Dominant. We’re equals in this, Sebastian.”“You really believe that?”“F... yes! I absolutely do. I can do nothing with you, to you, unless you have given your express permission. That power is in your hands. You know this.”Sebastian nodded. “Yeah. I mean, I guess. I just never thought of it that way. That doesn’t seem right.”“I’m giving you what you need, just as you are doing for me. If that isn’t service, I don’t know what is.”While this book is long, it is not without reason. Every scene in some way has a point, shows the true character of our main MCs and therefore nothing ever seemed pointless. Even the scene with Boone and Connell had value and was so damn perfect at capturing the nurturing aspect of Gideon.The rope scenes for me were so intricate in their descriptions that I longed to have the imagery from Khaleo’s camera…not only in scene but in aftercare as well. The images of the marks and indentions left in the skin, just beautiful crafted.“Look at the lines on your body caused by the ropes. They’re beautiful. You’re beautiful."Luna David, I have to say, not only impressed me with her in depth exploration into BDSM but into the health conditions that our sweet Sebastian lives with. I felt this part of the story to be well researched and thoughtful. While I am not a physician, it all felt quite accurate and ultimately personal.The story telling aspect of this also worked well for me. While much of the story is a back and forth POV, there are several key scenes which are told from both POV and it was those that became the most touching of the story. The New Year’s Eve scene being the most heartbreaking of them all. I also enjoyed that while at times, it seemed certain scenes were skipped, we later got these told in memories, which I loved. I am not sure this book would have worked had only one POV been described. This was a couple and therefore their thoughts, actions and love for the other were of utmost importance in making this successful.Now, I did not read the first 2 books in this series…honestly after hearing the praises surrounding this book and in seeing the cover, there was just no way I could wait. And while a standalone, part of me does wish I had read the others first. I was a little confused during the first hospital scene, feeling as though I walked into a family dinner not knowing who was there or what their relationships entailed. I also feel like I may have gotten some inkling into what Sebastian looked like, having perhaps gotten other's perspectives on this man in previous books. So again, while it really didn’t matter as this couple goes, it kinda mattered to me. I will go back and read the others if for no other reason than to see sweet Braden’s story. He was such a loving spirit and friend and I need more of him.I do hope we eventually get Killian’s story. He popped on page only briefly but there is no doubt a story behind this intriguing man. And while I am no longer a big reader of M/F, I would read Finn and Zoe’s story. How this doctor came to embrace this lifestyle to be what he needed for the woman he loves. I am on board.There are so many aspects of this story that I have failed to even acknowledge, from their backgrounds, to their families, to the tattoos and Sebastian's love of art, and pets, every aspect was so beautifully and amazingly crafted. I guess I will just have to reread this at some point and expand on those elements as well. Until then, I cannot recommend this journey enough.

Honestly, I nearly put this book down several times. It is not for the faint of heart. It shows the scarier things good men have to do for our country and to try to cut down the traffickers of all kinds. It also shows more intense areas of kink, so read the warnings. But if you are open minded, remember kink is consensual, it is worth the learning curve to get to this incredible HEA. Luna also seems to be the angel to educate us on diseases and how hard it makes life for those afflicted, even as they want to be treated like everyone else. I love this series! Great storytelling.

I needed this book. I’ve been in such a slump and this was the thing I needed. Two hurt alone men, who don’t think they are deserving of love find love in each other. I loved this. This is a D/s relationship that starts as a contract and turned into so much more. The writing was good. I love that men were both smart in steady in their jobs. I love that they both made mistakes. I love that the BDSM was ropes. The author knew enough about the subject to make it serious in the proper steps needed to take, but didn’t make it a lecture. The smexy was amazing! The diversity is a .5 for the one nurse that had little part in all this. I wish there were more, like seeing Finn, but that’s not gonna happen. Good book wish there were more M/M books

This book is So Good, and even better in Audio.Tristan James really does this book justice with his narration. I've read this book several times before. But I fell even more in love with it after the narration he gave us for these two men. I think he did an amazing job, especially for this one being on the longer side. I did not want to pause it, and my attention was fully on this book the entire time. Great Freaking Job!! My favorite out of all Tristan's books I have now.Sebastian goes through so much in this book from the beginning right through to the end and it just tugs non-stop at your heart, you cannot help but fall in love with him. He's one of my absolute favorite characters. I just want him to find love and be loved, he really deserves every bit of happiness.Gideon, I was really not sure how I felt about Gideon at first, even after reading and listening to this numerous occasions he really does take some time to thaw your heart to him from his actions. I think he's perfect for Sebastian though, but him realizing it and getting to that point is a serious struggle. He has so many demons that he just doesn't realize how great he is and that he is exactly what Sebastian needs. These two have some amazing chemistry and are extremely hot together.

Luna David's writing has been a must-read for me since the first novel I read. This novel, third in the Customs Securities series, is as touching as the first two.In keeping with the rest of the series, she shares the story of two people living their own struggles. Like voyeurs, we get to watch them come together and grow into a new life. The setting, more strongly layered within the BDSM world/lifestyle than the others, is more than a backdrop -- it is integral to the story. While sharing a good story, Luna David is also sharing some of the truth of a lifestyle that is often misunderstood.I definitely recommend this book! It's a good read I didn't want to put down. I also love the previous cover, which I only saw briefly.I also appreciated the noted info on possible triggers.

The gift of submission. The gift of yearning and growth. The BDSM world narrated from an intimate perspective without forgetting the flame of sexual desire and love. Luna never misses the target and her style is unmistakable and never disappoints. Straight to the point, straight to the heart.

I have been dying for this book to come out, and I can honestly say it was worth every moment. Luna has done an incredible job of creating this beautiful tale of loss, love, and overcoming some truly trialling situations. This story demonstrates having someone love you so completely and taking what you feel is the worse part of yourself, taking it and changing it into something new and beautiful.This story is very in depth and the scenes are hot, the emotion feels real and the character...well you just can't help but love them. A huge well done, all I can say is....sooooo what's next?!?!

I fell so in love with Gideon and Sebastian they stole my heart there Dom/sub connection was so amazing and so intense you could feel it from page to pageMy heart broke at times but it was also heartwarming tooI'm not normally a fan of BDSM but I really did love saving Sebastian Luna David wrote a amazing storyWatching Sebastian and Gideon go through ups and downs I felt like I was there I wanted to cry with themSaving Sebastian was such a beautifully written story

So glad Sebastian got his own Book , and what a perfect partner . Both thinking there not good enough for each other . So emotional but so good . A must read .

Have read this a few times and never grows old. An amazing story of two people believing they don’t deserve a happy ever after. An amazing read. Couldn’t put it down till I had finished it