Worship (On My Knees Series Book 1)

Oh wow, this book was fabulous!!🔥🔥❤💔😢😮🤔😱If only the world was a less blinkered place, then this wouldn't have to be classed as a taboo, forbidden love.....but then perhaps that is what makes this story was so enthralling. These two men, Vance and Luke have some of the hottest chemistry I've ever read. They were stunning together, but being together cannot be allowed. The reasons are both heartbreaking and thought provoking (that scene in the rowing boat gave me goosebumps). I got angry too at the unfairness of it all!Worship went from lots of smoking hot steamy sex in the first half to such emotional depth in the second. Was there too much sex? Maybe a little but their time together was so short it did highlight their burning connection.My heart broke for Luke, he may have money and a seemingly idyllic but busy life, but underneath his public facade he's lonely and lost as his situation doesn't allow him to be his true self. I think the author demonstrated both his and Vance's anguish skillfully and with realism. In my head I was begging Luke to leave and do what he wanted, but how many people relied on him, how many would hurt if he did? Luke is just too good a man for that.I have no idea how this duet will play out, although I can hope 🙏 All I know is that I loved it and couldn't put it down and I desperately need to know what is the future for these two gorgeous men. I have a feeling it with be soul searching, heart-wrenching, raw, angsty, emotional and beautiful all at the same time.5 huge stars - read in KU

Very much enjoyed this read. Loved the character dynamic and PLs dilemma. Touching end to the book too. Good intro to MM reading.

An easy going, free loving artist meets a squeaky clean, do gooder Pastor and the fight starts the minute they meet.I was absolutely glued to this book from the moment I read the first few lines. Begrudgingly stopping only long enough to walk the dog and see to dietary needs.Luke and Vance are drawn together immediately - two strong magnets fighting the pull, especially Luke who has so much to lose. They do however meet again and still follow each other in social media, although both hope to be strong enough to leave the other alone.The chemistry between these two men is easily felt, Ella James has written this book so well. I wanted so much for them to work out somehow, but as the pages drew to its conclusion I found myself caught up in Vance's feelings of betrayal, first he father, then Luke. I felt his frustration and desire to run from there but Luke's offer to pay for his work regardless changed his mind.Good in ya Luke. Sadly though, I now have to read 'Adore' to get my (please be happy) ending. I do hate cliffhangers. Although, now maybe I don't!

Like watching a game of tug of war between two devastatingly sexy men. Was it worth reading? Yes and no. It would be an absolute yes if it was one book with a happy ending. It’s not. I barely managed to handle the angst for this. This level of angst makes me feel like my nerves are bared and rubbed raw. As if I wasn’t overly emotional already.While I am desperate to see these two lovers get their happily ever after. I’m not sure if I can handle such a powerful book.If angst reads don’t turn you into a cranky lunatic, this is definitely an awesome book for you.

This was an amazing book.It starts hot and heavy and then the story really ramps up and your heart start falling to pieces and then the end is already there and you are left with wanting so much more.Great book that doesn't want to let you go, and I can't wait for book 2 in this duet

Omg this is such a brilliant book! I cannot recommend this book enough! It has the high emotional angst and all the live scenes you could need. The main character are so well written and the story is brilliant. Can’t wait for the next book in the series.Would definitely recommend!

The book is beautifully written and very smart. It starts with strong sexual content but don’t let that mislead you because the story has so much depth and is so heartbreaking. Looking forward to discover the conclusion of this beautiful story.

This book took me on a bit of an emotional rollercoaster. I love me a forbidden romance and this had me all worked up! Luke and Vance are HOT! Like oh my gosh, the steamy bits... 🔥😏Can't wait to read Adore after that little cliffy 👀

… wirklich!vor allem, wenn man rausfindet, wer Luke ist!das Buch ist absolut lesenswert und ich bin froh, dass ich die Reihe erst jetzt gefunden habe, denn ich muss nicht warten. ;)

Worship blew me away. There is no other way of describing it. The story sucked me in and now I can’t get it out of my head.I was quite overwhelmed reading about Vance and Luke. It’s such an emotional story, even though the writing is understated and the dialogue too. It’s a painful description of two utterly different men fighting their desires and wants because of societal pressure. It’s sad and tragic, but also incredibly steamy and beautiful. I’m frankly in awe of James writing.The story span years. And the pace changes accordingly. During that time, the way the characters evolve is pretty heart-wrenching. When in the beginning there are glimmers of hope, they both harden in different ways. One of them unable to accept their impossible circumstances, the other resigned in forsaking what his heart wants. The emotional ups and downs are quite draining, but so, so worth it.There are very few side-characters in Worship. And no side-stories either. But it doesn’t matter one bit. The total focus on Vance and Luke, separately and together, and their inner turmoil, is more than enough to make this read a solid 5-star.But a word of warning, there’s a cliff-hanger. Or rather. It’s a duet. I can’t say I’m happy about that, since Worship is rather short (or maybe I just devoured it so fast that it seemed short?) so splitting the story in two doesn’t make sense. That being said, I still can’t be irritated, the story’s that good. And what’s even more, I can’t see how there ever could be a HEA. And I. Don’t. Even. Care. That’s the level of awesomeness we’re talking about.

From raw, dirty, hot sex (the dirtiest and hottest I've ever read) to soul searing sadness. Prepare for getting your heart shattered in a thousand pieces. And you will want it again and again and again.

Ok!!! I really don’t know where to start.. my fragile feelings are ALL over the place ATM.This was the first book I have read by Ella James and I got recommended This particular story from a friend raving how Awesome it was , so I one-clinked it straight away and dove right in .I will be checking out her other work because ... HELLO!!!! she’s a storytelling star ⭐️I was hooked from the very first page , the suspense on who Luke really was , the heavy sadness, despair that seemed to bleed from his pores had me feeling all kinds of needy twitchy anticipation. I wanted to know EVERYTHING about him . Enter Vance and I was on one hell of a hot Tamale train , NEVER wanting to get off .The sexual chemistry between these two extremely sexy broody males was some of the best I have ever seen , yes that’s party due to the forbidden aspect but holy wow!!! The writing so so descriptive, I could feel everything. The yearning, the forbidden want, the need to just let go and be in the moment, the off the charts chemistry, the snapping sound of the locks as it meshed their hearts & souls together, I felt it all and I was in a delicious hell . What got me the most , made me bleed internally was the messages, the desperate phone calls ... they just about cloaked me in an all consuming sadness . Uhhhh I know... it was brilliant. So much angst !!! Anyone who knows me, knows it’s my absolute favorite. The more angst , the more I love it .I also felt extreme anger , “love is love , is love” that doesn’t always work out the way we want it to and it breaks my heart . The anger comes from knowing who we are and what we want but can’t have it ? I don’t understand that . Ok I know I should because circumstances beg for me to but my romantic heart won’t allow anything other than “be who you are , be true to yourself and life your happy life” but I do get that fact that there can’t always be happily ever after. Or can we ?Vance has the patience of a saint ... he’s beautifully perfect and I cried so much for him , i cannot wait to see what happens in book 2 ( comes out in November) so yes this story leaves on a cliffhanger but we don’t have to wait long to see what happens next . I devoured this in one sitting and I instantly want a re-read .Go out and get this book now!!! You will not be disappointed ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Luke saves Vance's life. They embark on a journey of passion and discovery while out at sea. In <i>Worship</i> I found a romance theme I rarely see. A romance that is so forbidden, yet they can't stay away from each other. This lasts years! I liked this portrayal of a "want what you can't have" relationship. This spanned years and it was the perfect departure from the dark romance I had been devouring. Then again, this story had a darkness all its own. I've never really read a "love" story like this.